Dear World, or not..

Updates!
I submitted my UC Apps. Berkeley, Davis, LA, and Irvine. And Stanford's was done a few weeks before that. Getting results from them on Dec 15 I believe. My hopes aren't up. I'm wishing for the best, but expecting the worst.
Senior year is stressful. MUST NOT GET Senioritis. I have 3 weeks and half a year to go before I'm out of here. I'm scared for mid-term finals. It's like make or break you. Especially calculus. and lit. :/
Dear God, please guide me. <3
Thanksgiving was yesterday. I'm so thankful for everyone and everything I've been blessed with in my life.
My parents- Thank you mom and dad so much for everything. For giving me life, for pushing me to my potential, for believing in me, and guiding me and raising me in the faith. I'm thankful for you both, for the sacrifices you guys made so we could have a good future. You guys are my heroes, I'm sorry I don't give as much effort into thanking you both. I'll make you proud, mom and dad. I love you both.
Tita Lea- Although we have so much disagreements, you make my mom happy and you still treat me and my siblings although I can be a butthead a lot. Thank you for putting up with me. I love you.
Anjel- my best friend, my pacer, my competitor, my confidante, my little sister. The world would not be the same without you in my life. I love you so much.
Juanna- sassy pants! and my baby sister, I love your silly face. You're so cute, haha. But so sarcastic, lay low on that cuteness. Your comic relief is much more needed in this world.
Timothy, John, and Thomas- I love you brothers. All my little brothers although you guys are growing up right before my eyes. Happy Birthday Johnny, btw. Study hard boys, you need to get to Harvard and alla that. Esp if I get rejected :p
My teachers- Thank you so much for your patience and wisdom and educating us, especially Mr. V and Ms. Datu, for your extra dedication. You guys are heroes. Thank you so much again.
Coach Aaron Jon- Thank you coach for being patient with me and Anjel. Especially with our lateness, and for letting me swim free/back instead of breast. Stupid kick, haha. I'll miss your weirdness when you go out into the real world :p
My friends- Marshall, Arielle, Amanda, Leslie, Rose Anne, Arvin, Marlon, Jasmine, Milton, Annemarie, Gabe, Justin, Jeany, Sanjay, Michael, Allyson, Daniel, Ken, and others. Thank you guys for being there for me and for being the best people ever. You guys are so awesome, you don't even know. If I forgot anyone, I'm sorry, these are the people off the top of my head. I love you guys.
GOD- Thank you Lord for the gift of life, for the gift of family, and friends. I'm so thankful I know my creator and the savior who died for our sins. I am truly sorry for everything I've done. I'm thankful for the church, and for the gift of confession, for everything. I cannot be grateful enough. I love you God.

I'm so blessed to have my life and the people in it and the things God has blessed me with. His guidance has helped me throughout my life and throughout my high school career. I'm doing this for the glory of God, just a few more years...

Oh Christmas. It's coming up. I NEED to go to confession :/ It doesn't feel right celebrating Jesus' birthday and the new year with impurity. but soon.

3 MORE WEEKS til the end of 1st Semester! Are you kidding me?!?!?!?!?!?!? Oh man! :/ Let's do this!
Thank you God.